I yearn for "YOU" with every breath
Where art thou, my destined one?
Did you get lost, you're bad of health?
I just want us two, becoming one.
My heart is as cold as stone
It doesn't even flinch or warm,
Many have tried to steal it,though
But the answer was always "NO" .
I fear out paths were somehow changed
Begining, middle or somewhere in between,
That one of us took a wrong turn
And nothing's like it should've been.
Or maybe we are meant to meet
A little late than others,
Maybe there are still things to learn
So we can cherish one another.
So "YOU" , my future lover, future friend,
I'm anxious for the time we meet
And make our love
"Wanting,
lusting,
to be held,
to be loved,
to feel warmth,
to feel your beating heart.
Wanting to be sheltered from the cold,
heartless winds.
Falling into invisible arms;
into an abyss of love.
Wishing,
hoping,
that my desires will be filled;
my desires of loving warmth.
Wanting to be held,
comforted,
loved.
Dreaming of passionate embraces,
of tender kisses,
loving words,
romantic nights.
Waiting for undying love "
But you're not here,
Your heart's not here,
Your mind's not here
I look in you eyes and
I see you somewhere far away,
I try to reach your heart
But I can't seem to grab a hold,
I try to re
empty,
all i can feel inside me is a great emptyness
a big hole filled with loneliness
and lost dreams turned into bitterness.
no matter the people around me
no matter their words
no matter their love towards me
i can't get rid of this emptiness
that's aching from inside me
with every day that passes,the bigger the ache
the bigger the urge to fill that empty shell
but with what?...and whom..?
is there someone who can truly fill my empty shell?
is there really someone like that out there?
all this time i've managed to survive through lies,
through beautiful dreaming lies....
making myself stronger through these dreams
dreaming
Words,
Conforting but most of them deceivefull.
Emotions,
Beautiful,meaningfull but also hurtfull.
Dreams,
Your own little heaven...until morning.
Sins,
So wrong but so good from the begining.
Doubt,
One drop and it can change everything.
Secrets,
Your own true self,hidden but tormenting.
Tears,
Of joy,but most of sorrow.
Instinct,
Everyone has one,but few chose to follow.
Memories,
A never ending movie.
Truth,
You want it,but u just let it be.
Fear,
Lame reason for lame people to hide.
Hate,
It slowly eats you from inside.
Love,
It makes you blind.
Respect,
Just another reason to be kind.
Lust,
A feeling that is
Everything is embeded in my skin,my toughts,my heart and my soul like permanent tattoos,and will remain there forever,even if I try to erase them...the scars will still remain...reminding me of them...
"Everything" being...
all my heart-aches, all my tears,
all my losses, all my broken dreams...
all i had and i don't have anymore,
all i wanted to have and didn't get to have,
all i had and didn't want....
everything i wanted to say and i didn't 'cause i couldn't,
everything i regret saying,
everything i said but wasn't heard or appreciated...
all the words i wanted to hear,but i didn't...
all the love that i gave and got nothing in return
I yearn for "YOU" with every breath
Where art thou, my destined one?
Did you get lost, you're bad of health?
I just want us two, becoming one.
My heart is as cold as stone
It doesn't even flinch or warm,
Many have tried to steal it,though
But the answer was always "NO" .
I fear out paths were somehow changed
Begining, middle or somewhere in between,
That one of us took a wrong turn
And nothing's like it should've been.
Or maybe we are meant to meet
A little late than others,
Maybe there are still things to learn
So we can cherish one another.
So "YOU" , my future lover, future friend,
I'm anxious for the time we meet
And make our love
"Wanting,
lusting,
to be held,
to be loved,
to feel warmth,
to feel your beating heart.
Wanting to be sheltered from the cold,
heartless winds.
Falling into invisible arms;
into an abyss of love.
Wishing,
hoping,
that my desires will be filled;
my desires of loving warmth.
Wanting to be held,
comforted,
loved.
Dreaming of passionate embraces,
of tender kisses,
loving words,
romantic nights.
Waiting for undying love "
But you're not here,
Your heart's not here,
Your mind's not here
I look in you eyes and
I see you somewhere far away,
I try to reach your heart
But I can't seem to grab a hold,
I try to re
empty,
all i can feel inside me is a great emptyness
a big hole filled with loneliness
and lost dreams turned into bitterness.
no matter the people around me
no matter their words
no matter their love towards me
i can't get rid of this emptiness
that's aching from inside me
with every day that passes,the bigger the ache
the bigger the urge to fill that empty shell
but with what?...and whom..?
is there someone who can truly fill my empty shell?
is there really someone like that out there?
all this time i've managed to survive through lies,
through beautiful dreaming lies....
making myself stronger through these dreams
dreaming
Words,
Conforting but most of them deceivefull.
Emotions,
Beautiful,meaningfull but also hurtfull.
Dreams,
Your own little heaven...until morning.
Sins,
So wrong but so good from the begining.
Doubt,
One drop and it can change everything.
Secrets,
Your own true self,hidden but tormenting.
Tears,
Of joy,but most of sorrow.
Instinct,
Everyone has one,but few chose to follow.
Memories,
A never ending movie.
Truth,
You want it,but u just let it be.
Fear,
Lame reason for lame people to hide.
Hate,
It slowly eats you from inside.
Love,
It makes you blind.
Respect,
Just another reason to be kind.
Lust,
A feeling that is
Everything is embeded in my skin,my toughts,my heart and my soul like permanent tattoos,and will remain there forever,even if I try to erase them...the scars will still remain...reminding me of them...
"Everything" being...
all my heart-aches, all my tears,
all my losses, all my broken dreams...
all i had and i don't have anymore,
all i wanted to have and didn't get to have,
all i had and didn't want....
everything i wanted to say and i didn't 'cause i couldn't,
everything i regret saying,
everything i said but wasn't heard or appreciated...
all the words i wanted to hear,but i didn't...
all the love that i gave and got nothing in return
Current Residence: Constanta Favourite photographer: Jerry Avenaim Operating System: Windows Favourite cartoon character: Stewie Personal Quote: Enjoy today as if there`s no tomorow!
Favourite Movies
What Dreams May Come
Favourite TV Shows
Strong Heart, Running Man...
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Super Junior, SHINee, Big Bang, Leesang, Aziatix, 2NE1, Mblaq, DBSK, Brian Joo, BoA, Beast, SS501 ...
Stolen from ~Heedictated (https://www.deviantart.com/heedictated)
[x] You know how to make a pot of coffee.
[ ] You keep track of dates using a calendar.
[x] You own a credit card
[ ] You know how to change the oil in a car.
[x] You've done your own laundry.
[x] You can vote in an election.
[x] You can cook for yourself.
[ ] You think politics are interesting.
TOTAL SO FAR: 5
[x] You show up to school late a lot.
[x] You always carry a pen/pencil in your bag/purse/pocket.
[x] You've never gotten a detention.
[ ] You have forgotten your own birthday.
[ ] You like to take walks by yourself.
[x] You know what credibility means, without looking it up.
[x] You dri
Stolen from ~BabyMario6394 (https://www.deviantart.com/babymario6394)
[ ] Achluophobia - Fear of darkness...
[ ] Acrophobia - Fear of heights...
[ ] Agliophobia - Fear of pain...
[ ]Agoraphobia - Fear of open spaces or crowds...
[ ] Agyrophobia - Fear of crossing the street...
[ ] Aichmophobia - Fear of needles or pointed objects...
[ ] Amaxophobia - Fear of riding in a car...
[ ] Androphobia - Fear of men...
[ ] Anginophobia - Fear of angina or choking...
[ ] Anthrophobia - Fear of flowers...
[ ] Anthropophobia - Fear of people or society...
[ ] Aphenphosmphobia - Fear of being touched...
[x] Arachnophobia - Fear of spiders....
[ ] Arithmophobia - Fear of numbers..
Stolen from !FallenNephilim (https://www.deviantart.com/fallennephilim)
ツンデレ Tsundere (Harsh Outside-Gentle Inside)
[ ] You come off as sort of aloof to other people.
[x] In public, you intentionally refrain from showing much weakness
[ ] You have a secret obsession with something cute. (not secret, lawl)
[ ] You pretend that you hate your crush even though you really love him/her
[ ] You blush when people point out your sensitivities.
[ ] You blush when people tell sexual jokes.
Total: 1
ヤンデレ Yandere (Gentle Outside-Harsh Inside)
[x] You're very sweet and kind in public.
[ ] When romance becomes a t